Mandarin Buffet

Ok! so that photo is not originally from

A day after school :)

Home with my buddies Jezzah and Jaztyn, twins.

And we are currently listening to this song "courageous"! :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cTYSirKUiVw

Movie date

We didn't plan anything for this day actually. As I said before, my parents didn't actually allow me to go out so I thought I will be staying home for the whole day but we didn't.

So yeah, after we picked my mom from work today, we suddenly passed by eglinton town centre. We were deciding if we would go eat in Imperial buffet or watch a movie in Cineplex. Me and my mom liked to watch a movie then Majority wins lol Yeah, we watched Bourne Legacy, it was a pretty good movie. I actually enjoyed the part when they went to the Philippines because I imagined I was there LOL just watching it made me feel like I was there too coz I know the places they shoot their movie lol Fun :)

I just thank GOD for this day :)

Proverbs 15:13 - "A happy heart makes the face cheerful, but heartache crushes the spirit." (NIV)

SMILE :)

Labour Day Morning

I can sense that this day will be so booooooooring ><
Why? because all of our plans for today were cancelled ( we are supposed to go fishing today )
Then, friends invited me to go to CNE today but it costs like 16$, I know it's not that expensive but practical speaking, it is. And I know that It is going to be fun but there'll be always next time, right? hehe And I am not going to work  until next year because I have to be  serious on my studies and I am having night school so It is going to be so hard.

LOL
So, I started this morning filling up my forms for school because school starts tomorrow because I have to do it. I am not excited for it, who is excited? I am not! Then I organized my bags and put everything all I need, in my bag. Now I am currently watching "Be Careful With My Heart", which is my favourite ever because It's so nakakakilig lol

While writing this blog, I can feel negative air. I feel like I am missing out so many things. I want to fight this negative thing that I feel.

LORD help me fight this negative feeelings :(

I just want this to be like a happy day, not worrying about things like this.

Sunday Night

What a happy night with the family.
Actually, I only spend two days with my family in a week, which are Saturdays and Sundays.
Why? because my parents work 5 days a week, Mon-Fri, 4-12. It's pretty complicated schedule and we don't see each other that often any more. When I go to school, they are still asleep because of work then when I come home they left already for work. Their work is pretty far like 30-45 minutes car ride. So yeah!

But I still thank God for these two days, he bless me. It's better than not meeting them for the whole week lol Also, I love how they are not working Sunday because for me it's a very special day because we can spend time together as a family and with special bonus with GOD ^ Sucha Happy day!

I've done so many wrong things and my family have forgiven me with all of this. Also, God never fails to love and forgive me. Remove PRIDE in your vocabulary because it's bad. I am pretty sure you know the meaning of it. If someone asks for your forgiveness then forgive them, if someone is mad at you, ask for his/her forgiveness. Just be HUMBLE and that is GOD wants. :)

I believe that our life is pretty short and RAPTURE may happen any time soon ( I'm ready ). So, with these every day life we are still getting from GOD, we should always be THANKFUL and ask for forgiveness. God will forgive, whatever you have done!

I know its a messy blog for this night lol

have a good night guys!
peace out! xoxo <3

berrrna_

Napapansin

Grabe! So ang dami kong napapansin na negative sa paligid at puro nalang negative..

Ewan ang hirap talaga maging ako kasi kpag ikaw naging ako, ang dami mong mapapansin sa paligid mo at magiging sad ka lang talaga.. At mafefeel left out ka, pero you know! sa totoo lang, and pagiging left out ay your own choice. (except kung ayaw ka talagang isali ng mga kasama mo) hehehe pero sa part ko, they always ask me to join. They are very nice!

Pero eto ako, pumapansin sa lahat ng negative sa paligid.

1. nung dumating kami parang wala lang ako kasi nagrun sila kaagad sa 3 na kasama ko. Well, I thought that they weren't happy to be there. they were just happy with the people I was with. 

2. I dont think yung guy na yun gusto makipagusap sa akin or makipafriend sa kin eh. Since, friend ko yung 2 he has no choice kung hindi ifriend nalang din ako.. thats what I think even cguro yung iba..

3. so, umupo ako sa table where nakaupo sila, then lahat sila umalis ewan ko kung bakit but they all left then they chose to sit in the other table. I stayed in the table for a while then moved on the other table ayaw ko naman kasi na maisip nila na lumalayo ako. diba.

4. tapos pag pumunta ako ng church then hindi ko kasama yung 2, grabe naman mga reaction nila like nasan yung 2? bakit wala sila? what the? im here naman eh. parang nagmumukha pa akong masama dhil wala sila. hay :( kakasad lang.

5. then minsan nafefeel ko na mas masaya sila sa 3 kesa sa akin sana wala nalang ako..

My one of my reasons why I wanted to move in Saskatchewan so badly like this year kaagad kung pede lang eh. lol

thats it for now. Im stilll happy for this day. masaya nakipaglaro kahit marami akong negative na nakita.. THANK YOU LORD :)