Peace.

I just want to stay here, not thinking about the problems and stress. Just relaxing. Peace and quiet right here. 

It would have been better if I have a company.

I feel like ive lost people that I can run into when I need someone. Call when i need them. 

Time flies by so fast. I have to go back. 

You make me Brave! (&WhatIAmThankfulFor)

Birthday week right here! I could not sleep again and I am feeling guilty of not studying.
So, I decided to study before I sleep and now I am procrastinating by blogging and listening to Youtube.

Tough week right here.
My clinical is stressing me out so much and my clinical instructor. He is expecting too much from us and I do not know if I can do it just yet. I need to plan tomorrow that I have to study for a big test and my midterm evaluation on thursday. I got to face the reality and not to think that this week is my birthday.

I know it is Thanksgiving day tomorrow but I am very thankful to God for everything He has done in my life. If I think about it? I would not survive this year or my whole life without having faith with Him and believing on His promises to us. I would have been a failure and gave up this life long time ago but He was there. He let me know Him in a very young age. Thank you so much GOD.

Thank you for my parents who has always been there for me. I have done a lot of wrong things on them like LOTS. But I thank God they He made them strong and never gave up on me. They make me feel that even whatever happens, it is your own family that you run into when no one else accept you.

Thank you for all the blessings in my life. And I know that there would be more.

Back to studying....

Big Inspiration ♥

Thank you.
You are the best thing that ever happened in my life.
Knowing you would be biggest blessing I could ever get in my life.
Thank you for always being there when I need someone to talk to. Thank you for always being there when I need someone to lean at to. Thank you for always being there to give me great advices in life and bringing me in the right direction.
You are a part of every moment in my life and I could not ask for more because that is best times of my life. The toughest time and happiest time.
You are always there and you never leave me.
I have done so many bad things and decisions in my life but you were there to correct it and give me another chance.
You there to help in many different ways.
Even in the simplest things in life and small problems I have in my life, you were there.
You have known my prayers and you were there to see it all being answered.
You have thought me not to worry and have faith.
You have thought to forgive and be better. You have been my inspiration to achieve all my dreams.
You know every single thing in my life, the worst and the best.
 I have hurt you in so many ways but you always forgive and give me another chance.
You give the biggest and comforting hug that I have never felt before.
You are proud to be my best friend and I am proud to be your bestfriend!
Thank you so much, LJC.

from your best friend that loves you so much,
Bernadette Bamba ♥

Caught in the rain!

So, Ive posted so many blogs in one night LOL

They were already made but I only got the time to post them today.

I worked today for like 3 hours, I know it was too short but I still enjoyed working and my co-workers are great.

After working, I got caught in the rain. There was thunderstorm and lightnings every time and everywhere. I got really scared, I ran in the bus stop. Then, I got stuck there and tried calling my parents, who were not answering at all >< I text some of my friends to keep me company, some people really care and some people I really dont understand -.- lol
Thank God for good friends.

I am really scared of lightnings, long story and i am not going to share it. sorry guys.

Thank God again that my neighbor saw me and gave me a ride home. I got home safe.

Dad called me and he's the sweetest. I told him that I got caught in the rain then first thing he said was to take medicine so I wont get sick! so touched.

Well, i just shared some of my thoughts today.

God bless y'all!

First day of School!

It is the start of our Second Semester.
I was actually excited on our first day but we had a lot of things to study already lol whats new?

It was also Frosh day! So me and tricia decided to go & see whats happening outside right after our first period. We got some free stuffs from there, its like goodies from Shoppers drug mart! there was a lot #blessed ahah and a free Seneca Tshirt which looks really nice. I really love the graphics and designs on it! then, we got some free food.

We ran back inside because our class is almost starting.

All in all, it was great! My teachers seem to be all great, except for one that I think im gonna have a hard time on lol

Also, we rode the shuttle bus again! I missed that bus ahah!

So thats pretty much it! 

LABOUR Day with the Family

Labour day means bonding with family since they were off. We were planning to go to CNE or Ripley's Aquarium but we ended up going out to eat buffet and shop at Kennedy & Lawrence.

I was kinda sad atfirst because I was expecting us to go somewhere downtown with our day pass. But, they were busy doing the laundry and cooking chicharon lol

Its alrighty! I got a little crazy shopping because it was all on sale and they were in great price. Parents bought me two pants and two shirts and then I got the rest from my own.

Meet my parents who do not know how to smile and excited with their food LOL

 

 Me and the food I had. I had more but I was not able to take a picture of it all. I just enjoyed eating everything LOL

 

First thing, my parents decided to go to the store "bluenotes" and they bought pants for themselves and I asked them to buy me as well. So, they i bought a black skinny jeans and an ankle jeggings.

 

   

My parents bought me the plaid shirt and white&beige shirt, it was in a deal so it was all good. I bought the black and maroon v-neck shirts, which are all in good price!

My favorite among everything I bought. It has a great quality jacket and it feels really good on my skin. Also, it looks great when you wear it on. 

 

So, yeah that's it. Thank you guys for reading it :) 

God Bless y'all! 

 

CHAKO

Sorry this post maybe so late but I still want to blog it..

so, after we went to centre island, captured and the UBAG youth headed back to the church. I was able to ride their mini bus lol so nice and theyre all very funny and nice. We had a topic about age and it seems like we look younger compare to our age. Thats a compliment right?! lol

It was nice seeing them jam together and harmonized together with their wonderful voices. God blessed them with good talents ahah

When all of us are all together, we all went to Chako, a korean/japanese restaurant. It is actually really good there, its like the koream grill restaurant, in my opinion, i like chako better lol

Before we come in the restaurant, we waited for quite some time outside and we all decided to do a game. Do you know the "concentration" game? this is quite challenging because you gotta know all their names but I can say that im really good with names lol It was a fun game, it got interesting when the UBAG youth were trying to say our names lol we also played the game What would you bring if you go to the moon? Im going to the moon and im bringing food! get it?

When we already came in the restaurant, we all had given diff. meats like chicken, beef, ribs & more.. I was one of the cook in our small group. I think i did a pretty good job, no one reacted to have a stomach ache lol

After eating a bunch, we all can order ice cream, i got two green tea. Its actually really good.

thats pretty much it!  We all took pictures at the end and they got selfies with the New Jersey people. I would have done it if my phone cameras works well ><

but anyways, im blessed to be able to bond with them.

Ill post a group picture when I finally got it.

Thanks guys for reading!

Centre Island with YOUTH

We went to Centre Island after the Sunday Service. Captured and the UBAG youth.
 

We were all mixed together in many cars LOL
so were able to bond with each other in the car, i was able to talk to the ones who were in my car.

When we were in Centre Island, we bought our tickets for the ferry, which is only like 4.50$. Its actually pretty cheap because we have a student discount and its for age 19 & under. Thank God im still 19, but almost turning 20. I am actually not embarassed that Im turning 20, yet I take it as a blessing and miracle ;) #TYL for all the blessings.

When I was in Centre Island, all i was thinking was FOOD! I just wanted to eat and nothing else LOL I was so hungry.. It wasnt really that fun there esp. when you dont want to spend a lot of money. But, if ur that type of person who likes being adventurous then there is biking and canoeing there. Sadly, we could not take it. 

LOL but the UBAG youth were able to have fun biking and play in the lakeside or beach. We also went in Centreville where we enjoy the foods and were able to bond with each other.

It is actually such a nice feeling being able to be with other youth and connect with them. After that, we went back to church. I was able to ride their big van or mini bus and it was pretty fun, theyre all very cool and fun to talk with. Also, seeing them jam together and great harmonization(is that even a word? lol) was blessed!

Anyways that sums up the day!

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POP rally

POP = Proclamation of Power of our Lord Jesus Christ

I did not really know what to expect in this event but I can say that It was an amazing undescribable experience.

I was told and asked by tita Alice to do the "Wheel of Fortune" game. It was kind of a fail for me cause I got shy and I was not able to ask the youth to play with it.

We all acted a little shy to each other LOL but ofcourse, when it comes to praise and worship, it always goes together. We sang and dance! It was a great praise and worship.

Also, this is an exciting event because New Jersey meets Toronto! ahah New Jersey youth are called U.B.A.G. or lighthouse?! not really sure. Then, we call our group "Captured"..
Also, our team for this year POP rally is BRAVE, which stands for Boldness, Righteous, Activation of Faith, Victor, Everlasting.

It was a really great day & event.
I was really blessed with their praise and worship team. I cant even explain what happened to me that night. But I seriously thank God!

It ended really blessed! #TYL

Love stories.

Another long day for me.
Me and my schoolmate friends did our CPR recertification training today. Ofcourse, it is the usual but very important because it could save life.

After, we planned to eat out and we ended up eating at Makemo(not sure lol) restaurant. It is an all-you-can-eat sushi. It was actually pretty good with a reasonable price :)

The talks are the best though. So it was me, tricia, elfie, & ate kat plus tito Alex.
Ate kat left pretty early because she needs to meet up with her boyfriend (theyre so cute!)

Then, the talks started already. I just love love stories especially of the people older than us. One thing he said that I think it is true! He still loves the girl he first loves even if he has a wife now lol. And whenever they see each other and talk to each other, they always reminisce about the past. They blame each other why it never worked out (in a joke way, ofcourse) that means, it is true that First love never dies!? I am still unsure about this but I guess it is true because I still remember my first love. I sometimes just want to text him and ask him if we could be together again. LOL crazy! We started texting each other just recently and call(rarely). I still have those "kiligs", but i have already moved on & I am done with him ;)

Anyways, first love is still different from roght/true love!

So yea, we all left really full from the restaurant. It was actually worth it ;)

  

 

 

Interesting Day! [Daily Diary Blog]

Today, I woke up by 11am and my friend slept over, Jaztyn (I think she woke up by noon).
I started my day by getting ready of our breakfast, I prepared some rice and luncheon meat. It was pretty good for a breakfast lol we did not have any eggs left :(

I also cooked chicharon, as always, right? oh well, I got used to it. But, I did not finish it because I cannot handle the heat im feeling inside the house and i just want to stay inside my room with my air condition on.

Me and Sophie decided to go gym though. It was pretty exciting but once I get there it was bad. I did not like the customer service there. They were just so rude to me and I really hate it >< They got me so confused. Also, I did not know which one I should seriously choose the black or yellow offer. I ended up choosing black because Sophie has it. Also, there were some question that got me so confused that almost made me stop doing it and just want to leave that gym. Then, they told me that the price will go higher after the next 2 weeks by 40$. That's too much so if that happens then I will need to cancel the membership since there I have no commitment with them lol

Well, we went for a cardio run for like 30 mins. I do not want to force myself on the first. Then, we went for menchies (I got the red velvet and cake butter). Surely not the best combination lol It was still good honestly, I finished mine.

In the evening, I cooked chicharon (im telling you this job is nonstop lol) I think I kind of broke or injured my wrist. I am telling you guys, pork skin is really heavy, long story. Maybe you think, i am exaggerating but i am not, seriously. I can't explain but cause other people use only the pork skin but we used pork skin with fats and some meat on it. HEAVY! I hope and pray though that my wrist will be fine next week because it is start of school again. LOL

Just want to add it here,
To move on from a heart break, breakups, friendzone, Do you really think that there is only two options? Completely cut off that person in yourlife or start all over again with that person?
Isn't too hard and harsh to cut off someone in your life? Is friendship not really important anymore?
Is starting all over again means falling in love again? Cant it be starting over again as friends and not to repeat what happen in the past?

I do not think there is only two options, there is more. You just need to search it in your heart and follow it.

Good night guys!
Love you GOD!

GOD bless y'all! :)

Another Wonderland Trip.

It is always a different experience when I go to Wonderland because I get to be with different people. 

August 25 is another day in Canada's wonderland. It was me, Jaztyn, Darren & Tex.

We met at STC and we werr dropped off by Darren's mom at Wonderland. We started of eith Drop Zone. Though, it was only me & Tex who rode it cause Jaztyn did not want to ride.
We took more ride ofcourse, actually not a lot cause it was packed, line ups are so loooong.

Then, it was the water splash in the wonderland that is always exciting. The best part was the "riptide" I guess because it was my first time taking it. (I dunno how to explain it, but it will caught your eyes when you enter the water splash in Wonderland. The blue ride that looks like a big slide lol)

Also, I got to try the new ride which is Mountain 'guardian' (i forgot the actual name again). lol
it was actually a long line as well and I rode only with tex because Jaztyn and Darren went together and ate 'fries'. It was actually a long interesting wait in line, ahah.  The ride was pretty fun cause you its like a video game where you can shoot enemies on the screen. There is a surprise at the end though :D

We also ate Funnel cake! It was pretty great! Thanks guys!

And the last thing we rode is the carousel. I think we're feeling like a kid again. It was not fun, but interesting.

We were picked up and dropped off in my place by Tex's parents and thank you to them :)

Thats all with my another Wonderland Trip.

God Bless y'all! :D

One of the best day of my Life!

August 18, 2014 is a day I will forever treasure. I enjoyed being with my cousin, niece, and her friends. I also enjoy being with sophie, one of my best friend! 

With all the things that happened to me from the past especially related to my family/relatives, I never thought that day was going to happen. Thanks to God, for His goodness.

So, Sophie came with us in Wonderland and I am so happy about it. I am blessed to share this wonderful day with her. We have been talking about life, family, & love life the whole day. I enjoy those talks though.

We were running late in the morning so me and sophie decided to eat breakfast in mcdonald. Ofcourse my favourite is Sausage and egg McGriddle, so gooood! Then, my cousin and her bestfriend picked us up and went to wonderland right away.

My cousin clearly doesnt like rides, but I made her take 2 roller coasters and the riptide. It is so much fun to see her reactions. LOL *priceless maiiyak ka sa tawa LOL We just bond together, also with the best and cutest niece ever! Love her! ♥ we took so many selfies ahah!

Sophie's first time in Leviathan! It took like and 1 hour and half wait in line and the ride is less than 3mins. It is funny how she did not know that the lock/protection/seatbelt (dont knkw what u call it -.-) is only at her lap. She got so quiet on our way up and started screaming! She clearly enjoyed it!

We were there till the closing. Also, I never been in the kidsville before and they brought us there. It seems like a fun place for kids ahah! Our last ride though was fun. It is in the Kidsville but anyone can ride it. All of us, no exemption, rode the roller coaster. The coaster got me so tickled though. Hahah.

Well, it was a very long day that I could not type it all here! 

 

 

New Experience: Hornblower!

Hornblower is known to be the "Maid Of the Mist" in the USA, where a boat takes you near the Niagara Falls!

I seriously had a blast today and I did not let anything to ruin our trip. We kind of got lost on our way to Niagara Falls but it is all good :)

The Hornblower boat tour was the most exciting thing that happened to me today because it was my/our first time. My cousin could not take out her camera and I did not want to miss the fun, so I took the risk of taking my camera out. It was raining and mist is so hard in the Canada's part of Niagara Falls (there is two part, one's at USA and other one's at Canada). Took selfies! I need to capture every moment of it. It was all worth it and unforgettable.

Wahh! God is good in every way, His creations are wonderful!

Here are some of the pictures! Enjoy! :)

God Bless y'all

Family ❤

Hey Guys,

Sorry it has been a long time and I have an exam tomorrow but I still decided to blog. LOL
So, my family from the U.S. visited us here in Toronto and ofcourse I am thee happiest.
I have not seen my Aunt (the eldest sister of my mom) for over 4 years. And I have not seen my cousin and niece for more than a decade LOL

I am so excited to spend time with them and I seriously love being with relatives because it is a different feeling. It is such a nice feeling and I really cannot explain.

You know what the real reason why I have not post for so long because I think I got my blog so public. I cannot even post my real feelings kasi some people I know are reading this and they judge me.

Also, to that one person I know that reads my blog. You have changed so much. I thought we would be good friends but you suddenly stop talking or text or call me. You were that friend I could say my problems and you would give me words of wisdom. I miss those days. You have taken something away from me and I should get mad. I should not have easily forgiven you but I did. GOD BLESS you.

Anyways, I still have want to have fun with my family and I just enjoy every single minute of it.

Thank you so much Lord for my family! :*

God Bless everyone!

That Dream.

I just have to share this dream.
I woke by 7am to cook 'chicharon' and we finished by 10am.
I took a power nap and I set my alarm for an hour.

I had a dream within an hour.
I met a guy, we talked and we went for a date.
He held my hand and I felt the electric rushing through my body.
And in my head, It is saying that this guy is the guy that I will fight for.
I still remember his face, but I do not know him at all nor I met him in my life.
But as time goes, his face gets blurry but I believe that God will make a way for us to meet.

Wonderful sweet dream! See you again!
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New York Haul! ~2014

So, I shopped a lot cause they all have amazing deals. I just want to share you guys :)

I was not able to take a pic of the first thing I bought, a watch from FOSSIL $27 (really, a good deal!)

Also, The second thing I bought is a GUESS body bag for $40. It is actually for my mom and she's so excited that I was not able to take a pic, I am gonna borrow it from since it is very pretty! hahah

So, this is a romper ($10) and a hat ($11) from WETSEAL!

 A sweater ($17) and a simple men tank top ($7) from GAP.

A NY cap from a Souvenir shop ($12)

A bag from ALDO ($20), its a very good deal!

 <3

 

Since, I got my mom something, I bought my dad shirts from Hollister $10 each.. good deal! :)
I might ask of the other cause I like one for myself ahah!

If I think about it, I did not shop a lot. Also, I was not able to find the shoes I like, which is the New Balance shoes :(

But its okay, I had lots of fun! :D

thats it, hope you enjoy! God Bless.