Peace.

I just want to stay here, not thinking about the problems and stress. Just relaxing. Peace and quiet right here. 

It would have been better if I have a company.

I feel like ive lost people that I can run into when I need someone. Call when i need them. 

Time flies by so fast. I have to go back. 

You make me Brave! (&WhatIAmThankfulFor)

Birthday week right here! I could not sleep again and I am feeling guilty of not studying.
So, I decided to study before I sleep and now I am procrastinating by blogging and listening to Youtube.

Tough week right here.
My clinical is stressing me out so much and my clinical instructor. He is expecting too much from us and I do not know if I can do it just yet. I need to plan tomorrow that I have to study for a big test and my midterm evaluation on thursday. I got to face the reality and not to think that this week is my birthday.

I know it is Thanksgiving day tomorrow but I am very thankful to God for everything He has done in my life. If I think about it? I would not survive this year or my whole life without having faith with Him and believing on His promises to us. I would have been a failure and gave up this life long time ago but He was there. He let me know Him in a very young age. Thank you so much GOD.

Thank you for my parents who has always been there for me. I have done a lot of wrong things on them like LOTS. But I thank God they He made them strong and never gave up on me. They make me feel that even whatever happens, it is your own family that you run into when no one else accept you.

Thank you for all the blessings in my life. And I know that there would be more.

Back to studying....

Big Inspiration ♥

Thank you.
You are the best thing that ever happened in my life.
Knowing you would be biggest blessing I could ever get in my life.
Thank you for always being there when I need someone to talk to. Thank you for always being there when I need someone to lean at to. Thank you for always being there to give me great advices in life and bringing me in the right direction.
You are a part of every moment in my life and I could not ask for more because that is best times of my life. The toughest time and happiest time.
You are always there and you never leave me.
I have done so many bad things and decisions in my life but you were there to correct it and give me another chance.
You there to help in many different ways.
Even in the simplest things in life and small problems I have in my life, you were there.
You have known my prayers and you were there to see it all being answered.
You have thought me not to worry and have faith.
You have thought to forgive and be better. You have been my inspiration to achieve all my dreams.
You know every single thing in my life, the worst and the best.
 I have hurt you in so many ways but you always forgive and give me another chance.
You give the biggest and comforting hug that I have never felt before.
You are proud to be my best friend and I am proud to be your bestfriend!
Thank you so much, LJC.

from your best friend that loves you so much,
Bernadette Bamba ♥

Caught in the rain!

So, Ive posted so many blogs in one night LOL

They were already made but I only got the time to post them today.

I worked today for like 3 hours, I know it was too short but I still enjoyed working and my co-workers are great.

After working, I got caught in the rain. There was thunderstorm and lightnings every time and everywhere. I got really scared, I ran in the bus stop. Then, I got stuck there and tried calling my parents, who were not answering at all >< I text some of my friends to keep me company, some people really care and some people I really dont understand -.- lol
Thank God for good friends.

I am really scared of lightnings, long story and i am not going to share it. sorry guys.

Thank God again that my neighbor saw me and gave me a ride home. I got home safe.

Dad called me and he's the sweetest. I told him that I got caught in the rain then first thing he said was to take medicine so I wont get sick! so touched.

Well, i just shared some of my thoughts today.

God bless y'all!

First day of School!

It is the start of our Second Semester.
I was actually excited on our first day but we had a lot of things to study already lol whats new?

It was also Frosh day! So me and tricia decided to go & see whats happening outside right after our first period. We got some free stuffs from there, its like goodies from Shoppers drug mart! there was a lot #blessed ahah and a free Seneca Tshirt which looks really nice. I really love the graphics and designs on it! then, we got some free food.

We ran back inside because our class is almost starting.

All in all, it was great! My teachers seem to be all great, except for one that I think im gonna have a hard time on lol

Also, we rode the shuttle bus again! I missed that bus ahah!

So thats pretty much it! 

LABOUR Day with the Family

Labour day means bonding with family since they were off. We were planning to go to CNE or Ripley's Aquarium but we ended up going out to eat buffet and shop at Kennedy & Lawrence.

I was kinda sad atfirst because I was expecting us to go somewhere downtown with our day pass. But, they were busy doing the laundry and cooking chicharon lol

Its alrighty! I got a little crazy shopping because it was all on sale and they were in great price. Parents bought me two pants and two shirts and then I got the rest from my own.

Meet my parents who do not know how to smile and excited with their food LOL

 

 Me and the food I had. I had more but I was not able to take a picture of it all. I just enjoyed eating everything LOL

 

First thing, my parents decided to go to the store "bluenotes" and they bought pants for themselves and I asked them to buy me as well. So, they i bought a black skinny jeans and an ankle jeggings.

 

   

My parents bought me the plaid shirt and white&beige shirt, it was in a deal so it was all good. I bought the black and maroon v-neck shirts, which are all in good price!

My favorite among everything I bought. It has a great quality jacket and it feels really good on my skin. Also, it looks great when you wear it on. 

 

So, yeah that's it. Thank you guys for reading it :) 

God Bless y'all! 

 

CHAKO

Sorry this post maybe so late but I still want to blog it..

so, after we went to centre island, captured and the UBAG youth headed back to the church. I was able to ride their mini bus lol so nice and theyre all very funny and nice. We had a topic about age and it seems like we look younger compare to our age. Thats a compliment right?! lol

It was nice seeing them jam together and harmonized together with their wonderful voices. God blessed them with good talents ahah

When all of us are all together, we all went to Chako, a korean/japanese restaurant. It is actually really good there, its like the koream grill restaurant, in my opinion, i like chako better lol

Before we come in the restaurant, we waited for quite some time outside and we all decided to do a game. Do you know the "concentration" game? this is quite challenging because you gotta know all their names but I can say that im really good with names lol It was a fun game, it got interesting when the UBAG youth were trying to say our names lol we also played the game What would you bring if you go to the moon? Im going to the moon and im bringing food! get it?

When we already came in the restaurant, we all had given diff. meats like chicken, beef, ribs & more.. I was one of the cook in our small group. I think i did a pretty good job, no one reacted to have a stomach ache lol

After eating a bunch, we all can order ice cream, i got two green tea. Its actually really good.

thats pretty much it!  We all took pictures at the end and they got selfies with the New Jersey people. I would have done it if my phone cameras works well ><

but anyways, im blessed to be able to bond with them.

Ill post a group picture when I finally got it.

Thanks guys for reading!